I have a sickness, I am mentally damaged. I have a bottomless pit for a heart.

I was looking today at buying myself a new laptop (why? Who knows mine is just fine), while doing that I was considering buying this device you can attach to your TV and watch downloaded movies off (the divx player I bought 2 months ago has long since lost my interest). To boot just got a second MP3/4 player as a gift and fuck it I still dream of buying an IPOD and be done with it. I recently bought a ticket for September in Turkey, and today I was trying to find a good flight to London and later Barcelona for December. But I am depressed that I can’t go away in October and November. I am trying to shop on-line for everything and anything, and the fact that I have no money never seems to strike me as an obstacle. I buy something new for my friend’s birthday everyday (it was on the 11.08), but keep half the stuff, cause I can’t bear to part from it, and besides how many gifts does she need. My hunger for shoes, is only rivalled by shirts, skirts and trousers (not to mention bags) and that’s just my summer wardrobe.

What can I do I’m addicted to stuff…………

Is there a cure, that doesn’t involve helping sick children?