| אשמח לחוות דעתכם חבריי קוראי האנגלית זוהי דוגמאת תרגום של קטע מתוך הספר ללכת אחרי הלב March 1967 Jane my love ,I write to you from a place of weakness, loss and deep sorrow all of which stem from making the wrong choices. I have berated myself every moment that passes since I saw you last. When you came to my house I heard you a...sking to see me, and my mother telling you that I wasn’t at home. She lied. I was there, but I couldn't bear to see you. I didn't want to see you because I knew that if I did I would shatter into a thousand pieces. Your phone calls, the messages that you left for me – nothing helps. I chose to run away. I have chosen to give up – not on our love, but on myself.I am so sorry my love. I am hurting. I am dead.Yesterday, when you stood in front of my house for the last time, my heart became dumb.I beg of you, don't hate me.The thought that you didn't know and that you believed in me so, tears me apart.And you must be wondering – How is it possible that after everything that we went through, I could just get up and leave?How, after all the words, the promises, the love? Maybe it was all one enormous lie?And I respond: Because I knew that if I remained for one moment longer, I would never be able to leave.Forgive me, my love, for making the wrong choices. Forgive me, my love, for my weaknesses, my betrayal.Forgive me, my love, for I will never forgive myself.I know that I sealed off my heart to you on the day that I left, but please, I beg you, do not doubt my love.I know that true love comes only once in a lifetime. And on the day that I gave up on you – on us – I understood that I would never again know love. Yours always,Signed with kisses,Cricket |