I have no idea...

No idea how to be warm-ish -

I can't half care.

Can't do the "it's only the beginning" thing.

Not with you, not with anyone.

You are not special,

But it seems I have to know the right tricks with you.

Only I have no idea.

No idea about the roles.

And I don't want to learn the warm-cold game.

I care, I love.

That's a thing I do as a whole.

Did I tell you?

I do not have any idea.

No idea how to do things half way.

I care for all my friends,

Even those you define "acquaintances"

I have no idea how to be cold-ish -

I simply shut down.

But then, it's not being cold, it's being numb.

I have no idea about you

No idea about your wants.

Me? I only want to feel.

And no, I don't care if you don't,

Because I have no idea,

No idea how it is when it's mutual.

Or maybe it was easier to forget. Really, I have no idea.