A mysterious source just sent me a link to my ex-boyfriend's new blog, and guess what, he has written a long post about how he misses me. But he's in London and I am here and I read it just out of curiosity and if he'd wanted to get back together or something I guess he would of written to me. My question here today is why are good looking men always (it seems) afraid to commit? Is it cause they can play the field till their hair falls out, they grow fat or they just get to lazy to shag? Is it cause there are so many women (all gorgeous) in the world? Or is it because when they write a blog about what maniacim they are we all coo and purr (meaning compliment them)? I don't know in my book, if you can't love one woman and commit to her, what use are you anyway, looks can only get you so far.

I am not worried for myself, because I am in love with Gael Garcia Bernal the Spanish heart throb from motorcycle diaries and bad education.

I am sure that although our meeting is very unlikely if we were to, he would commit to me at a heart beat!

I found him on http://cafe.themarker.com/view.php?t=27541 Revital's blog where girls you can find many a good looking guy too, who's no doubt willing to commit. 

I know Gael, (sigh) would love me, just please don't tell me he's gay!!!!!!