I woke up today with a deep emptiness, nothings really wrong, actually I am quite well in my life presently, but occasionally I have these days. The days when I wish I was a kid again, because of;

The Muppet Show

Giggling

Having meals cooked for me

Buying ugly clothes and feeling sophisticated (not just old) 

Not paying for stuff / rent / bills

Obsessing about boys (and writing on every table how much I love them)

Not having to be responsible

Homework (not real work)

Being friendly and not being afraid of being uncool 

Being silly all the time

My pet rabbit

Playing monopoly.

Summer holidays

And roller skates, gossiping, having someone to pay my phone bill, writing secret notes, and most of all being incredibly optimistic about my amazing future.

Feeling like the whole world is my oyster (and not just an expensive ride I can’t afford).