I have cried a million tears in my life. Sometimes because of my family. Because of friends that hurt me, and of course boyfriends of every shape and colour. And you know what it's no longer easy to make me cry, I have toughened up over the years.......

I very rarely suprise myself. So imagine how weird it was when I burst out crying tonight, at 8.15pm, two minutes after you kicked me.

Didn't see that one coming.