One of the worst things about me is that I never manage to get over anyone, and so I come to every relationship with tons of unfinished emotion. Infact I think the only time I feel anything is when it's over....

But now I need to change all that and clean up my shit (before baby comes). This time I really need to love the right man at the right time.

I don't know how to do that, but I am open to suggestions...