to give in to pay the price?

prices are always hige for me

what did i ask for

where did i look for it

what do i get

to accept feels like i lost in the fight

to wait

not anymore

to live

life

as it is playing its games with my blood stream

 provocking me

teasing me

ignoring my existence

while using my breathes

where is the free love?

out there

why so

stroking the back of a child

supporting

life

we are all a life supporting units in a high care word