you know what dont read my posts dont star them do not get anywhere near me and my words they burn inside and i throw up these words on my keyboard isnt it funny i write in the privacy of my own home i feel the words come up like a bad tequila after i had one too many they cant stop i think about one thing and then about the other it is so intimate so private so delicate and then i post it for you to see yes you you define me you make me who i am you give meaning to this post while how will i define this feeling when i am the one who lives here i am the man in the head you cant possibly know you can not see the words BEFORE they pour on to the keyboard only AFTER  these are MY WORDS MY NO COMAS MY THOUGHTS stay away since it is too fragile to be viewd by you judged by you while i am in here it speeds up in MY head it goes up and i cant contain the word in the beginning there was the word you give it shape and meaning you let it be what you want it to be you define who is in MY HEAD guides my fingertips but aftrer all here i am again at my desk infront of this cold and ho so expensive monitor but i do it again once twice a day then silence for a while this mental masturbation because you are all stangers isnt it great spilling my words here and you get to see it this started only with you you know i was a slave to you fly me to the moon and let my play among the stars let me know what spring is like on jupiter and mars in otherwords hold my hand in other words darling kiss me it starts and ends in that same kiss this freash new feeling of searching the dynamics of a first kiss again the sweetness softness of the lips smeeling the seliva the cheek the neck i just cant get enough looking for your lips i will chew your head eat you swim in your seliva i was only joking when i said i´d like to smash every tooth in your head really dearest i was only joking i swear i would never i would never but dont you believe me please believe me this train must stop now if i will continue i will surely